I’m leaving Thursday. Part vacation, part work. This time it feels different though. For the first time in a long time I feel my internal compass is working again. It’s been pointing me in a direction that I no longer question, a direction that feels right to me. It’s pointing me forward.
My old compass pointed me one way one day, another way the next. It never seemed like it was doing that because of the changes around me. It was just never quite sure of how to handle the questions I’ve always raised.
Now I have that foundation I’ve been looking for and with it, I’m able to push off of it and move forward. Maybe that’s when the compass can change based on whatever else is going on around me.
At least this time when it does, I’ll be able to consider it.